My brain on ADHD
Thoughts run through my brain and ping pong back and forth on all sides
Sometimes they bump into one another and have in depth conversations
But I sit on the outside, looking in
I can see the chaos zipping around like tracks of lighting across a stormy sky
Its so mesmerizing and terrifying
I don’t want the thoughts to stop, I just want them to be more organized
I want to follow one thought all the way from one side of my brain to the other
I want to see this thought to the conclusion and move on to the next
But every time I try it’s as if a boulder rolls in front of me to stop the progression of moving forward
So I find another thought and follow it only for the boulder to move slightly and block me again
I continue to try with each thought only to be met with the same fate
It is useless so let me go disassociate and hope the thoughts get tired and rest so I can do the same
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